Sick, Sick, Sick!...a little vent.

Can I just vent here a little bit? Well, it's my blog and I can do whatever I want to...so there. Ugh. Why is it called morning sickness? I WISH it was just in the mornings, but noooo...it has to be ALL DAY LONG. I am so sick of being sick all of the time. I don't get a break. Grrr. I feel like I am a terrible mom and wife. The house is a mess, I have tons of work to do and all I want to do is take a nap. But then I feel guilty when I do take a nap because there is so much to do. And to top it off, Russ and Melina have a cold and I think I'm getting it too. Grrr. I can't even open the fridge or brush my teeth without gagging and the fridge smell sent me to the sink yesterday to throw up and now there is a throw up smell in the sink. Grrr.

Okay, I think I'm done complaining now. Wow, that felt good, maybe I should vent more often. Actually, I complain a lot more than I should. Russ is probably getting sick of it and deserves a big shout out for putting up with me. Especially since it is just the beginning and there is a long way to go. I know, I know...I need to drop the poor me attitude and just suck it up. I really am grateful to be able to have another baby and I know the sickness won't last forever, but man oh man, these first few months CANNOT go fast enough. And then I'll get a whole new set of problems. But honestly, I would rather deal with back pain than with constant nauseousness. Remind me that I said that later when I start complaining about all of the aches and pains:)